im juz so bothered by e stuffs happening ard me... no 1 hear me sae mi grouses... no 1 dere for me n no 1 dere to help me.. (but who can i seek help & who can help; i doubt so) I juz wanted a listening ear... deep in mi heart so sian.. n feel hurt.. things juz turn out like dat... y cant it b peaceful... which path shld i choose? enuff blogging.. bcoz i feel so moodless..
Posted by Luvb4bY at 10:33 AM
Im Super sIan.. Veri sian... mi attachment is gettin damn boring as each dae goes by... im like an office gal n basicalli doin repetitive jobs.. i hate it.... put it nicely to ppl its relaxing job bcoz its always e same, but to me it's plain boring n i feel dat it's more of a 'sai gang'... it's those kind of jobs they usually leave it till a long time nv do 1.. haiz.. can u imagine?
However, Im glad dat at least tis comp dun haf much tension goin on or else i tink e times would b more diff to pass by... recently im realli so tired out... nt physically.. more of emotionally... realli nid alot of time by myself to tink abt it.... guess i haf to b emotionally stronger to conquer all tis....
Posted by Luvb4bY at 10:31 AM
Posted by Luvb4bY at 1:07 PM
Hee... here to blog again!! :p was away for quite some time but now back again.. recently realli too bz to even go internet... more to sae blogging... hmm.. lots of stuffs goin on recently... compete in dance competition... n oso had a terrible experience over dere.. bet u ppl noe bout it.... n oso attachment.. haizz... it's boring... i haf to do paperwk everydae.... nt much stuff for me to do... im realli nt those kind of gal dat wil sit quietly n do something.. i nid to move ard abit instead.. however was not given e chance... ;( make alot of mistakes during wk... sianz.. but gd thing is e bosses seemed quite gd... 2nd boss even send me to wk everydae.. ;p guess i shld b happi bout tis... wonder how mi frens r doin in their attachments... hope they r fine... ;p shall juz stop here... will blog more wen i haf more time.... c ya ard... *hugz*
Posted by Luvb4bY at 12:33 PM
Hmm... skipped mi CMA rev lect todae.. haha.. bcoz im juz too tired.. so headed home to slp... Tink Im a real saddist tis few daes... but den no choice.. haiz.. bcoz it's juz dat recently a lot of things happened lor.. Hmm.. I realli haf to be more disciplined man... feel dat im a slacker... :p
For mi dance, not much comments, juz wan to improve myself further.... hope dat mi efforts pay off... But sometimes i feel dat im an attention seeker.. am i?? but e thing is i juz wan mi presence to b known n i meant well, not for any motive.. Sometimes i juz wish dat ppl would listen to more of mi comments n at least understand e efforts dat i put in.... Juz wanna ensure wad i do is not in vain... Feel dat ppl tend to haf a wrong impression of me.. perhaps dey dun realli understand me ba... hope everything can b wad i hope it to b.. ;p
Posted by Luvb4bY at 11:34 AM
C mi title? tis words enuff liao.. Im juz s0o0o0o bz! Dats all i can sae.. n i oso recently spent alot of $.. not onli on taxi but oso todae went to buy stuffs for mi upcoming dance comp n performance.. no choice ma.. wanna make myself more pretty.. dats e onli chance ma.. bcoz ppl wun sae u exagerating.. imagine u make up til so fanciful wen u go sch, ppl will start saying you crazy, look like wayang.. wahaha... :p
Haiz... nt realli into studyin... guess after tis week i realli haf to get into mi studyin mood liao.. n realised 1 thing.. recently feel dat i haf bad temper.. dunno y.. not onli get emotionally affected easily, but i also get impatient and moody easily.. always vent mi frustration ard... sorri to those ppl whom i showed mi frustrations.. hmm... juz take it dat im whiney ya? Things haf started to turn out better for me.. mayb thinkin more positively does help... Ganbatte all e way~~
Posted by Luvb4bY at 12:47 PM
Haha.. todae is a kinda heng dae for me.. go everywhere do things oso quite shun.. lolz.. gd leh... but it's not always like dat lor.... Certain things i realli hate to mention but i guess i stil gotta mention.. I feel dat im taken for granted by some ppl @ times.. I shall not mention names over here... I juz feel dat im dere tryin to offer help.. but all i get back is a piece of shit! It's like Im realli tryin mi veri best to help n that person juz dun understand.
Instead, blame me for everything, tink dat mi recomendations is all shit.. Wads tis?? can't mi efforts b at least be recognized? Its realli hurting.... I shall put it tis way.. How do u feel when some1 stil gif u attitude, tok to u loudly wen u haf already did ur best? It's jzu tormenting.. dats all...
Posted by Luvb4bY at 10:12 AM
